The couple is still soabing in eachothers arms,they only have each others shoulders to cry on

y/n is in her most emotionally vulnarable state these days,she has no one around to cry her heart out except the one who is the acutal reason of her miseries,but is she the only one who is shattered emotionally?

Jungkook is also sailing in the same boat.His life also was not a dream life but a scary dream no child wants to have, the juvinile home assaults still scares him,he has suffered a lot,mother died when he was a small kid,then that wicked step mom of his ruined his life completly. And when it came to things being right his father was not there, he had no one who could make him understand the difference between right and wrong, and finally he did what people often do in anger to take revenge, to reduce his trouble he ruined the life of that girl whom he always loved immensely and will keep doing it, if only his father was alive to take care of him and to be his support then maybe Today things would be different, maybe this girl who is crying in his arms because of the wounds given by him, might have been in love with him today.

Y/n="why god has given me these kids now,doesnt God loves me,am i not god's child,why god wants me to depend on you forever,why why tell me,doesn't he know i am afraid of you,why is he blocking every way for me to get out of your life,why please tell me why"

Tears are still coming out from their eyes

Jungkook wants to console her but he is not able to form a single word to make his wife understand that he is ashamed of his previous acts and he will do anything to give his wife the happiness she desrves,he will prove himself to be worlds best husband and worlds best dad,he knows the sin he did cant be forgiven.His regreat ,His sorry cannot give his wife what he already snached from her.

Y/n="Have you seen the couples in this store ,they are happy,they are happy to be with each other,they complete eachother,and now look at us,the most ruined couple ever,you still think that bringing these kids to this word is a good idea"

Jungkook said nothing just continued caressing y/n head

Y/n="i can never be a good mom,i will never love them,tell me how can i love these kids when i know that the man who fathered them inside me is my r@pist, i know that these kids will add more miseries to my already unfortunate fate,i can never love them,i hate them i hate them i hate these kids i hate you i hate you i hate you"

Jungkook="Could you be happy after taking the lives of these two innocent children? Can you ever forgive yourself? That girl who gave up everything for the kid who is not even her real brother? Could that girl kill the children she is nurturing in her own womb? Everything is my fault, not these innocent children; it is me who have done wrong with you. These children are not at fault.it is not only you who are unlucky here, it is our children too. They are so unfortunate that due to the deeds of their father, their mother hates them . She hates them to the extent that she leaves no chance curse them every day"

Y/n i swear on my deceased parents i did not make you pregnent intentionally,yes i agree that i literally planned to insert my seeds inside you to keep you tied to me forever but please beleive me our kids happend to us in the most unplanned way,i dint have any intension to get intimate with you that day,i swear baby that day it happend,our kids happend ,it was all god's plan,just punish me the way you want but please baby please dont curse these kids i am the culprit not them baby

i know i dont deserve your forgiveness but please dont hurt yourself more because of me baby,how can i make you understand that i wont hurt you,i cant think of hurting you,i love you princess i love you from the bottom of my heart,you rule my life baby,you are my queen,baby how can i make you understand that the kids wont bring any unfortunate ,believe me baby you will love them,our kids will fill our lives with happiness,i know i am the most selfish man to have the desire to keep you forever with me with our kids happily but y/n i am a human too,i craved for having a family always,i never get my parents love,i was small when my mother died dint even remember any moment with her,my father disowned me,i was one unfortunate kid and when i finally get a chance to have a family how can i myself let it go,i cant think of harming my my childres i cant think of losing you,i know you will hate me forever there are chances you wont care for the kids too but still i will fight till my last breath to build a happy family no matter if it takes my life too,i will never give up on my dream to have a family.

Baby believe me revenge wont give you peace just see me see this jeon jungkook who was so blind in his revenge that he ends up hurting the girl who he loves the most,see this failed bastard who r@ped the girl who he suppose to cherish like a queen,see me see this unlkiest person who can never get the love of the girl he madly in love with.

Jungkook poured his emotions out he confessed everything,every feeling of his in front of the one he loves the most

"I LOVE YOU JUST YOU AND ONLY YOU,I WILL KEEP ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS UNTIL I DIE"

He kissed her head multiple times

"MR JEON" The manager said and coughed a little to grab the couples attention

But before jungkook could reply anything

Y/n pulled herself out of the hug harshly and pushing her husband aside went out of the store saying"i wanna go home right now"

"No no we dont wanna have anything just in a hurry please get my stuff ready and i will be leaving"he said to the manager hesitantly

Manager nodded and walked to get his shopping stuff ready

Jungkook carried the shopping bags, paid the bill and walked towards the parking area

Y/n was already inside the car,she was still shedding tears,she wiped her tears harshly the moment she saw him coming towards the car

Jungkook placed the bags on the back seat of the car and sat on the driving seat and started driving

To kill the dead silence inside the car jungkook iniciate the communication

"Last night you were craving for ice-cream,there is a famous ice-cream parlour on the way,we can go there and eat your favourate one"jungkook said

Y/n ignored him as if she did not hear anything and kept looking outside the car

Jungkook="Baby we can atleast have lunch at the nearby restaurant,you haven't eaten anything since morning,you must be hungry"

Y/n="Your kids wont die if i skip one meal"(she said angrily)

Jk="you are getting me wrong again my love,its not about the kids baby its about your health too please eat something"

Y/n="Omg why are you irritating me cant you just get i am in no mood to talk to you,your voice causes pain in my ears,so just shut this mouth of yours and continue driving,we have to pick jay too"

Jungkook dint say anything to y/n and after half an hour they have reached at jay's class teachers place to pick jay up

"You wanna come inside,jay have asked you to meet his teacher many times,i think you should meet her today,jay will be really happy"jungkook said

"I said i wanna go home soon and you are asking me to socialize,i have no interest in meating her,just go and get jay"y/n said angrily

"Its ok you just wait here i will bring jai soon"jungkook said and went inside the house to bring jay

Jay was soo happy to see his hyung,jungkook picked jay up in his arms and they both bade goodbye to his teacher and came out of the house

Jay=Noona you are here too,why dint you come inside then

Y/n =baby i wasn't feeling good,i will meet her some other day ok

Jay=okay noona

During the entire drive, Jay was telling Jungkook and y/n about his school and how much he liked going to his class teacher's house and how much fun he had there and how much he played with his puppies. Both Jungkook and y/n were listening to him attentively.

While he was talking, suddenly Jay asked Jungkook to stop the car. Jungkook stopped the car in a hurry.

Y/n=What happen baby are you alright(y/n said turning her head towards jay who was sitting at the back seat of the car )

Jay=yes noona i am alright dont worry,see there,thats an ice-cream parlour there,please noona and hyung can we go and have ice cream(jay said with his puppy eyes)

And how can his noona and hyung refused his request

Jungkook=only if your noona wants to have it too(jungkook said looking at
y/n)

Y/n=and who am i to say no to my baby,ofcours we are going there and have our jay's favourite ice-cream,what say little man(she said holding his hand)

Jay=I love you noona,you are the best(jay said while kissing his noona's hand)

Y/n=Love you too my baby

Jungkook=ohhh thats not fair,hyung is the one who is gonna pay the bill and here this little handsome man showering his love to his noona only

Jay=uffff my dramatic hyung i love you more and more and more

Jungkook=thats my boy,i love you to the moon and back,ok now its time for ice-cream

Jay was literally jumping and clapping in happiness

Jungkook got out of the car and he carefully got his wife and his younger brother out of the car before locking it and they all went inside the ice cream parlor

After going inside the ice cream parlor, they all ordered their favourite ice creams and after some time their table was filled with every variety of ice cream available in the parlour because Y/n wanted to eat all the flavours and then everyone started enjoying their ice creams while chatting like a family. The best time for Jungkook is when jay is with him and Y/n because it is only in front of Jay that Yen giggles and behaves well with Jungkook as well.

But suddenly after a while y/n got up from her seat because now she was not able to tolerate the talks of those girls who were sitting behind her and were constantly whispering about Jungkook and saying that if only such a handsome man was their boyfriend or husband, they were saying that how lucky is his wife to get such a handsome man

Jungkook=Baby what happen,are you okay

Y/n=yes yes I am absolutely fine. Its just that i am full not able to eat anymore. I am going in the car.you both finish eating your ice creams and then come back.(saying this she went outside)

Y/n pov

What has happened to me? Why was I feeling jealous? Why were those girls statements affected me. And What is the need for Jungkook to go out in the open like this, to wear such tight shirts,he himself wanted to attract girls attention towards him that is why he wear such shirts with 3 buttons open so that he could show his bulky chest such a shameless man he is and cant those girls see he is older than them. Can't it be seen that his pregnant wife is with him? How could they just pass such sensual comments after seeing a married man but why am i even blaming them its not their fault. Jungkook must be showing off his muscular body and biceps , so that all the girls keep drooling for him. He is a man afterall, he cant change his nature. And that bastard still wants me to believe his lies that he loves me,bullshit.

As soon as Jay finished his ice cream, Jungkook quickly got up from his seat, paid the bill, picked up the packed ice cream box, picked up Jay in his lap and came inside his car where his angry wife was sitting with anger fuller face.

y/n kept sitting in anger the whole way and even when she came home, she went to the room and slept without talking. Jungkook made Jay take a bath, fed him some food and gave him medicines and after putting him to sleep, he also came to the room.

jungkook kissed y/n's forehead and covered her body well with a blanket and after freshening up he came to his office room to work. He did not know when it became midnight while he was working and then suddenly he heard the sound of something falling in the kitchen. He came out getting startled and saw that the ice-cream box had fallen from y/n's hand due to which all the ice cream fell on the floor and he was crying after seeing that.

He quickly ran towards her and took her in his arms

Shhh baby its ok we have plenty of ice cream please dont cry baby,jungkook said to his wife who is still crying like a child

Jungkook brought her to the living room and made her sit comfortably on the couch and went back to the kitchen to get ice cream

He came to the living room with a bowl full of delicious ice cream and settled himself on the couch beside
y/n

"Here you go,eat"he said, taking a spoon full of ice cream towards her mouth

"I dont wanna have it"y/n said

"But you were just wanted to eat it a few minites ago,comon princess open your mouth and taste this delicious thing"jungkook said again

This time as soon as y/n opened her mouth to refuse eating, Jungkook put a spoon full of ice cream into y/n's mouth before she could form a word

"Is'nt it tasty just the way my queen likes"he said stuffing another spoon inside her mouth

In a short while the whole bowl was finished and she burped loudly,making jungkook laughed a little at her cuteness,she is literally looking like a cute penguine

"You laughed at me,i hate you"y/n said in anger

"But i love you"jungkook replied wiping her lips

"You must be laughing at my looks,dont you,you must be thinking that i am looking like a fat old woman"y/n said shooting daggers at jungkook

"Who said my baby is fat,no my baby isn't fat at all,she is such a glowing beautiful gonna be mom,you know what you are too beautiful too handle sometimes"jungkook said looking into her eyes making her shy a bit

"Stop feeding me lies jeon jungkook,i know my beauty has gone and you know who ruined it you,you are the one who made me look like a ugly penguine and look at you still shirtless flexing your body to make me feel more ugly,you must be enjoying those girls comments right,you must be happy to listen to their desires to have such handsome man like you,ohh but poor them not aware of your ugly reality behind this handsome face"Saying this she got up from the couch and started walking towards her room but Jungkook caught her hand and pulled her towards him. Her big breasts got mixed in Jungkook's broad chest. Jungkook could feel her nipples.

"I dont know what complements you are talking about and i hardly cares about what girls think of me and how they see me,i only care about my wife you get that,even your "i hate you" is a complement for me,and who said you look ugly did you even see the mirror,you are the most beautiful pregnent woman on earth,there is no beauty out there can be compared to you,and i dont lie Mrs Jeon Y/n"He said pressing her big b**bs more inside his big chest

"Let me go please"she said trying to push him away

But the muscular man did not even budge a little

"Why do you want me to leave you
y/n,isnt it because you are afraid of losing your control over yourself,tell me aint you escaping this situation because you are afraid that your harmones would betray you and you end up giving your body to me,You wanna know a secreat tell me baby ,dont you want me to disclose the secreat i know about you"jungkook said looking inside her eyes

y/n began to squirming in his arms and avoided looking at him,She was behaving exactly like an innocent child who has been caught lying

Y/n tried to push him again but he hugged her more securely in his strong arms

He brought his mouth to her ear and said in a whispering tone

"I saw you fucking yourself by putting your fingers in your pu$sy,weren't you had all your fingers stuffed inside your vag!na,weren't you enjoying moaning my name last afternoon,tell me baby and not only this, I have heard your moans coming from the bathroom countless times, and not just that your gynecologist herself asked me about our s€x life because you told her that these days you remain so s€xually aroused that whenever you see me, you feel like having s€x. And when she asked you that you should have s€x with your husband whenever you want.And What excuse did you give her that I am not able to give you time, I am not able to have s€x with you these days because I get tired by night.But Mrs Jeon Y/n you also know that if I want, I can fcuk you the whole day and night without giving you a single break,I have so much stamina but who am i telling about my stamina the girl who is well aware of my beast side in bed,did you forget about our last intimate encounter,If jay had not come that day, I would have had s€x with you to such an extent that you would not have been in a condition to walk for a week and that too was by your own will and not forcibly.

Hearing all this, Y/n started crying and started punching Jungkook's chest hard with her hands

yes its true that i myself satisfied my sexual desires yes you are right i fingured myself not just that i even used s€x toys,those toys whice you used to insert inside me to give me pain and pleasuring your own sadistic self,so what tell me what would you do now.Are you gonna use this dirty secreat of mine against me or make me believe again how much of a wh0re i am to feel s€xually aroused for the bastard who r@ped me for years,yes i feel this s€x drive inside me everyday,yes its true that i want you to satisfy my physical needs,yes its true that i want you to f*ck me day alnd night,and that is the thing which is making me feel hate myself more and more i am ashamed of myself JEON JUNGKOOK,i know i am dirty,i know i am the worst woman on this planet to have such feelings for the guy who i call my r@pist,y/n said looking directly into jungkook eyes

You are not dirty,you get that if anyone is the real dirt here then it is me, i am the one who comitted that sin , you are still as pure as you were when we did not even meet,and these chages in your body is all because of your newly developing hormones its not you alone many women feel like this during their pregnancy, you have this much s€x drive because of your pregnancy, thats it all this is normal in pregnancy, so please stop blaming yourself,please for god sake y/n please

I love you and I respect your feelings I don't want to physically force you ever again I don't want to repeat the sins I have committed in past,I just want you to give me a chance,not to the person who r@ped you but to the person who has seen himself getting ruined his entire life ,give a chance to the person who is the father of your children just one chance y/n just one and I promise I will put the whole world under your feet I will give you every happiness of life which you deserve please give me once just once , I won't let you regret your decision even for a moment.

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